• Aucun résultat trouvé

Living in the present

N/A
N/A
Protected

Academic year: 2022

Partager "Living in the present"

Copied!
1
0
0

Texte intégral

(1)

Vol 65: MAY | MAI 2019 |Canadian Family Physician | Le Médecin de famille canadien

353 A R T O F F A M I LY M E D I C I N E

Living in the present

Brendan McCarville MD CCFP

P

atients look to us as physicians to cure what ails. When that fails it can be difficult to admit that to the patient, and to oneself. I wrote this poem after one of my patients with end-stage chronic obstructive pulmonary disease died after months of suffering. I suppose writing it was a way to deal with feelings of inadequacy and futility that we all face from time to time. The style was inspired by Charles Bukowski’s poem “Hell is a Lonely Place.”

Connie

Between gasps for air she often wept.

She had not been outside for 6 months,

a length of rubber tubing connected to oxygen commanded her range.

Few visitors.

“I used to be something to look at, you know.

Now look at me.”

Again, she wept.

“Are my lungs getting any better?”

I averted my eyes,

reassured her, shamelessly.

Days passed.

“Well, will you help me die?”

I pretended not to hear her.

Instead suggested another drug, commented on the impending spring.

“Some fresh air will lift your spirits.”

I began to avoid her room, passed by the open door, in my clipped doctor’s pace, waved,

silhouette of her curved spine against the window, each vertebra a prominent peak.

When she got sick, this last time,

relatives arrived at her bedside who had not been there for 6 months.

When she died she weighed 67 lb.

Dr McCarville practises hospital medicine in Cape Breton, NS.

He aspires to live in the present some day in the future.

Competing interests None declared

Références

Documents relatifs

Recently, short self-administered questionnaires, the COPD Clinical Questionnaire (CCQ) [11], the Short Form Chronic Respiratory Disease Questionnaire (SF- CRQ) [12], the

Methods: We measured telomere length using a quantitative polymerase chain reaction-based method and plasma levels of various cytokines in 136 patients with COPD,

Bottom Line Tiotropium added to aggressive respiratory therapy in moderate to severe chronic obstructive pulmonary disease resulted in no difference in the rate of decline

3 For patients with COPD who are receiving chronic corticosteroid therapy and who have frequent exacerbations or comorbid illnesses, such as diabetes or

This dissertation aims to investigate how to apply the human-centered design (HCD) process when developing an mobile health (mHealth) intervention for Chronic Obstructive

Objective: To compare the lifetime pattern of physical activ- ity (PA) in chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) patients and sedentary healthy subjects (SHS) using a

No mood-congruent memory bias was evidenced for the percentage of hits but the authors showed that depressed people produced more false alarms for negative words than the

L’invagination intestinale aigue chez l’enfant et le nourrisson à l’hôpital provincial de